Too much

Well, I do believe that I've under-stayed my welcome. I've let three blogs slip through my forgetful fingers and now I'm even more discouraged than I was a week ago. I'll try to do better. I'll try to actually write things, and even if they suck, at least I'll learn from my mistakes. My first mistake was not writing these blogs on time!! I'd like to think I've learned from this, but I probably haven't. Fool me once right?
One thing I have noticed (not LEARNED exactly) is that my blog posts are all vaguely the same. I have a tendency to take these prompts a little bit literally, when in fact, Nelson actually tells us to write about "Whatever". I wonder if I'm still doing it right. I'd like to think that my blog is my own, when really, I'm still held down by the shackles of social convention. I'm still too shy to actually post what I feel. Yeah, yeah there was the love post, but that's really the only one I've actually felt and believe in what I was writing. I feel like I'm being a fraud.
Here's to a new resolution. Here's to writing more of what I feel. Here's to writing more often. Here's to commenting in people's blogs. Here's to us!
Here's a picture.